Music is my bridge to self-discovery, linking me to my heritage, and helping me make sense of life. Here, I’ll explore how it shapes identity, preserves history, and influences the way I navigate the world.

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I Was Here: On Outgrowing Friendships and Letting Go

Beyoncé once sang, “I gave my all, did my best, brought someone some happiness.” That line has been sitting with me lately. Because sometimes, despite our best efforts, relationships still slip through our fingers.

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Behind Every Woman Who Loves Reggae

Reggae and soca were never at odds; they coexisted, just like the two sides of my identity. From my dad’s car rides filled with reggae classics to my own love for soca, music has always been more than just sound—it’s history, storytelling, and home.

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Waiting in Readiness

Living in harmony with your purpose means trusting the timing of your journey. Beyoncé’s long-overdue Grammy win proves that those who stay disciplined and patient don’t suddenly become great—people just finally catch up.

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Keep the Culture: 3 Priceless Carnival Experiences

Following the crowd can cost more, but seeking tradition leads to priceless experiences. Canboulay, Panorama, and J’Ouvert aren’t just events—they’re living pieces history, carrying the rhythm of rebellion, resilience, and culture. Carnival offers many paths, but knowing its roots makes for a richer, more intentional celebration.

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Trinidad Killa and the Sound of Sacrifice: Who Benefits?

The debate over Trinidad Killa’s Eskimo isn’t just about one riddim, it’s about who gets to push boundaries, who profits from rebellion, and who gets punished for it. Zess began as a response to classism and gatekeeping, yet the same system that rejected it is profiting from its rise. Controversy drives engagement, and engagement fuels success—love him or hate him, the numbers don’t lie.

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